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spirit day by Lightnymfa spirit day by Lightnymfa
for spirit day, i had this file on my computer for a while now but didn't dare to post it...

i've been bullied a lot in my past and it left its scars...

i've had this character (the white haired guy) for several years now. he's always been a kind of support for me as i calmed down whenever i drew him after i got bullied. he took over how i felt, resulting in quite some vent art which i threw away later. at first i drew dragons which looked even more twisted and macabre than the drawings i made of him. i threw all of those away too...

i threw it away because i was shocked at the images, i couldn't imagine how i felt back then. all is well right now, don't worry X3

i just hope whoever gets bullied will know, bullies are the worst when you're still a kid. whenever you grow up you will see them disappear, change and get reasonable. they are human too, no matter how monstrous they can act. i can't stand seeing someone getting bullied, i hate the very thought of it, but know it'll all go away. don't give in! you're not alone!
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ShoesAreEpic Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
aww.. I never really tought about it that Ostran's such a huge support for you. He literally became a part of you.
It's good to hear that your doing fine now. :3
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
inderdeed sis >:3

he kind of became my slave now though D:
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ShoesAreEpic Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
poor ostran .o.
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
yeah XD
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orangegriffen Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012
aaawwwwh <:c

masteress of hell will help you to give your bullies a big PAYBACK >:3
*huggles* if you wanna talk about it ima here for u Q-Q
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
i'm long done talking about it. thanks though, you're a sweetheart QWQ

soo... blast their brains out or poison them and burn them while they are still alive? XP
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FromHellItself Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
And this guy
holy shit
just
can I just
-hugs him too-
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
XD aww, glad he's such a support to you too *i guess*
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FromHellItself Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Not really >.<'
He looks awesome though QWQ'
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
oh, i forgot to mention this guys name in the description XD

i usually call him Os~

yah, he has a human form... thingy.
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FromHellItself Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
orly?
OSTRAN BE SMEXY IN HUMAN FORM :iconpervykyoko:
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
i should add quite some ugly scars though. he fought in wars but that's not visible at all D:
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FromHellItself Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Aneleh is fucking covered in scars XD
You just can't see them cos of his jacket
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
well, Os has a gap in his chest, his clothes just cover it and he dislikes talking about it XD

(there was a king-dragon and they fought and he ended up getting poked with huge claws.)
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
*that was totally sarcasm but okay XDD*
yay?

idk, i tend to draw guys lookingn too... female-ish...
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FromHellItself Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
X3

N'aw, he looketh adorable... eth.
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
... still too female-ish XDD
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FromHellItself Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
My God you got bullied too? I WAS BULLIED FOR THE WHOLE OF PRIMARY.
IT SUCKS.
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
it sucks is a way to put it. i prefer saying it as losing your hopes and sanity just because you're small...

i have been bullied for the whole of primary and first year of middle school... but primary was hell. it pretty much ruined my entire life and left scars that even time itself can't heal. because of the bullies i've been marked as autistic, they drove me mad and my parents got me tested. because of the bullies my anger dissapeared and i merely feel numb whenever someone hurts me. because of bullies i'm messed up and don't know what's my problem...

i had no real friends at primary. then i met Elaine. she was capable of landing hits and didn't care about the filth that hurt others. i admire that in her. she helped with thinking of Os, that's why he's so dear to me X3
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FromHellItself Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
It sucks so bad QAQ'
I STILL HATE THE PERSON WHO DID IT!
...
I found a picture of my Dad earlier :tears:
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
don't worry, you'll grow up and get rid of them very soon. they just end up in the mud because they are social disasters and can't get a proper job with that.

i wish i could do something about it, but i can merely say he's watching over his little angel. you have to move on, i bet that's what he wanted.
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FromHellItself Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Afrewhuivamhc you called me an angel XDDD
IF YOU KNEW WHAT I HAVE DONE YOU WOULD NOT CALL ME THAT! XDDD
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I STILL WOULD. YOU'RE A NICE PERSON TO ME. NO ONE EVER ACCEPTED ME COMPLETELY BUT THREE PEOPLE. TV, DARK AND YOU!
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FromHellItself Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
... :iconletmehugyouplz:
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconbrohugplz:
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Mortel163 Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Student Digital Artist
aaawww so cute :heart:
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thx QWQ
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Mortel163 Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012  Student Digital Artist
QWQ You're welcome
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NeonMeli Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
awww <3
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
bah. i wish i could hug him QWQ
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NeonMeli Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*-* same
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Lightnymfa Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
XD lolwut
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NeonMeli Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconlolwutplz:
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